Unlike Helen Of:

If I do say so myself, I am a master at weasling out of things I don't want to do.

If the stars align, of course, Troy will come back to me.
And the fact is (and this is the bit you say in whispers):
if i can't have Troy
i don't want anyone

What?! Shhh! Who said that?

So until I feel like that again, I'm not forcing myself.
Yes, everyone has someone. Yes, I'm the exception.
Yes, it's lonely. But it's also pure. And until I can be pure with someone else, I don't want no part of nothing.